The Ways I’ve Changed This Year…
- Not as affected by what people think about me.
- More outgoing with people I’ve just met. Usually it takes time for me to be my weird self around others but for some reason I just don’t care anymore.
- Realized that I have to stop letting people get to me so much. I need to let them live their lives while I live mine.
- I don’t really regret things as much. I’m living in the moment more and just letting shit happen. If I make a mistake I try not to let it eat at me as much as I used to. I just try to fix it instead of wasting my time sitting there thinking “Oh shit what have i done!?”.
- Realized that I need to stop obsessing over finding love cuz it has gotten me no where. Time to sit back and wait for that perfect guy to sweep me off my feet (cheesy yes. but also cute).
- learned to laugh at myself a lot more. All my life I have always done so many embarrassing things that used to make me want to curl up in a ball and die. Now I just embrace my socially awkwardness and try to make jokes out of it.
- Discovered how much I love to make people laugh and just act absolutely crazy.
- Become soooo much more independent. I always was in a way, but the thought of moving away and being alone made me shit in my pants. Now I am so glad I pushed myself to do something I didn’t think I could do.
- Become a lot less of a loner. Before college, I always loved my alone time. Sometimes I wouldn’t call people back just because I wanted time to myself. Now I need to be with people like 24/7 or I get sooo bored. It’s a problem.
- Discovered that there are other people exactly like me out there. I was sooo worried that i wouldn’t find people weird like me or who liked the same things that I do. It might sound dumb but I was convinced I was going to have to be somewhat fake at college. But after the about the first week I found a group of people that are legit me. It is simply amazing.
